Not an ending!

Well, the last couple of days I have to say have been very hard.
Everything inside me said stay in SA and travel with my new friends.
If this was a couple years ago, I probably would have done so. But, I
know I have a lot of things I need to work out before I can stay a
while in SA.

My poor travel friends think I am the most wishy washy person. One
minute i was telling them i was staying the next i was saying i was
going. Jackass move for sure. When I was with them all I wanted to do
was stay, when I found myself alone to actually think about my actions
of if I stayed my gut told me to go home. So... I found myself doing
the responsible thing and I got on the plane. Trust me, even up until
the plane was pulling out of the gate I was thinking of how I did not
have to do it. I already miss you guys!

Truly, this experience has opened my eyes up to the world. I realize
the posibilities and opportunities. I am very fortunate to have such
an amazing life. I am at a huge transition stage in my life and to me
this is only the beginning. My goal is to go back as soon as I close
some doors. Then, I will have the opportunity to open more.

I hope to see you guys soon! Claire, Trevor, Sam, Al and John.